Fellowship.

Well last night Amy and I went to our small group. It was a fun night. I didn't really want to go, because of issues I have with people from my youth. I guess that is something I need to let go. I mean, we all do things in our youth that we are not proud of. Things we regret. Words said, things implied... that may have hurt others. And just because we were on the receiving end of the words and actions... doesn't mean we can hold onto the hurt. After all, Jesus showed us how turning the other cheek and not holding a grudge is powerful.

SO, even-though I did not want to go, I decided that I am going to try to go every time they meet. I am going to give God the hurt and memories, and go.

SO in deciding that... we had a great time. The only people who were there were, Amy and I and Phil and Amy Voth. SO it turned out that there was no reason to worry about last night.

Another thing I am going to TRY to do.... is to DO. Be a doer, and that is going to be hard since I have been a sayer for SO LONG. I know it's not going to be a quick change... because there is a lot of DOING to DO... but I am going to start.

laters.